"You've heard the adage 'the grass is greener on the other side?' The truth is, the grass is greener where it's watered...so start watering your own grass."
*Doug Fields



OK, decent point Mr. Fields. I get the analogy and it's brilliant, and I want my grass to be really green. I really, really do. My problem isn't with watering the grass, it's with finding the darn garden hose to do it.

I have the drive and the desire to pour into people, but it's the means that I'm lacking. It's the know how. It's the changing society. It's the transitioning from this to that with very little support or encouragement.

I could do without the support, I think, if I just knew what I was doing was the most effective thing.